Emotions...

i ought to control my emotions a little...
things are getting wae out of hand...
i guess all these bottling up aint helping much...
coz it's overflowing now...

some said it isnt gd to bottle up
but to me...
it's like...
every1 got his or her own problems...
wad for telling them of ur own problems
when u can lighten ur burden but make it worse for them now that they shares ur burden
isnt it a selfish act?...

ya i can't be dat selfish...
& throughout e yrs that i'av pass...
i'av faithfully stick to this thought...
& only shares joy,laughter,jokes...& everything in the world dat is nice
teddies (although it's childish) hav become my very huggable companion that never fails to smile to me even as i cry...

some may ask...
"how about parents?"
although my relationship wif my parents is very gd so far...
communication wise is oso gd or rather...extremely gd...
(although my dad's retired & my mum's a hsewife they still went help out at my aunt's shop)

but upon looking @ their letargic faces when they returned home from work...
i can't bear to share my inner thoughts...
i just can't...

i think i nid a little time to cool down...
i'll be alright after awhile...
i ought to start mugging...
i really should...
till then...
(p.s i might not be blogging till e end of examinations)