guilty?

i mus hav gone mad...
bio test hav been postpone to tmr...
& yet i'm down here blogging...
i'av actually made up my mind to study real hard todae...
until i received a call frm mr gan...
as i'm on my wae home...
& now i'av simply no mood for bio...
hav been trying hard to escape frm any positions given...
as i knew this dae would come...
& true enuf...
i m right...
argh itis jus not my dae...
itis e first tym dat i felt i'av neglected my upmost moral dat i'av alwaes look upon...
which happens to be my hse...responsibility...
partly its my fault for leaving dat doc. on the table...
~ passed it to me as i am talking to ppl...
& i was told to pass it to mr-...
but i'm not really focus on wad she was saeing
as in it didnt leave a deep impact in my brains
coz i'm thinking of wad to tell e choir...
& well...after talking to choir i took e file n forget abt e paper...
but i'm v.sure itis in e rm.
well upon receiving e call frm mr-...
my phone went totally flat(my phone has some serious prob)...
used joslyn's phone n call back...
he sounded v.unhappy...
"IT IS VERY IMPT!"
although he didnt shout but i felt v.guilty
(when i'm guilty i'll turn total silence)
despite being on e bus dat we took frm j8(after having lunch @ kim san leng)...
went back to guangyang wif jos n manda...
yea i really wanna thank them...
ya they should noe...
<3
sigh...
ultra lousy mood...
saw mr-...
he came out frm e staff rm after i called...
he was actually half smiling when he said e stuff which sounded angry!!!...
felt lik "+-x/+-x/" @ dat tym
& he said itis v.impt in e same tone again but smiling sheepishly @ e same tym...
felt lik "+-x/+-x/" again grrr...
he gave me e keys n asked me to search in e music rm...
i noe i'm responsible for searching
but somehow i we dun really lik e wae he does...
it gave us a feeling dat he is a v.bo-chap person...
i really dunno y he can b sitting comfortably in e staff rm when he sae ITIS V.IMPT!?
causing me 2 rush back...
[i'm not dat kind dat lik critising ppl in my blog...but i cant help it]
& he hav lessons in e music rm,cant he search before me?
all he sae is i'av search e green file...
ya...coz isit on his staff rm desk...
well forget it...
i still thinks itis my fault...
but jos seem to grumble more abt him...
mayb shes jus trying to make me feel less guilty?
finally we found it...
wrong...
he found it...
easily...
jos reckons he left it there...=X
coz jos search e music rm wif me...
n he found it after browsing through e table
which i told him i'av search that place already
n he turn behind n pulled out a paper frm e whiiteboard...
so easily...?
hmm.... nvms @ least i'm saved
ran up down up down...
n finally passed it to e particular staff in e general office...
kk i'm done...too exhausted to elaborate any further...
really gonna study bio if not i doubt i'll remember tmr...
bye overall itis a bad dae( T.T)
ya & THANKS AGAIN PALS for pei-ing despite havin test tmr...
ya i dun hav to elaborate...u all should noe<3